dissapointed

i feel so down
i veli no自信n勇气 2 do sumthing new
cuz before i nothing is suceed d
lik swimming,marching n 小学吹笛子
all oso got failure
but now
i wan 赌
f2 til now
finally i wan go 2 study drum liao
although fail oso nvm
but now...
my mom say this thing wan study 4ever d
cannot study a moment nia
n wan giv so expensive d fee
n wan buy drum arr ....
so i dunwan 2 spend my mom so much money
but i oso hav not so much money...so
cannnot study liao i think...
n now my mood so bad
i 从来没想过 i 竟然会因为cannot study drum n hav a bad mood
原来 我有这么喜欢鼓啊?呵呵...
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n i wan make cookie n 煮菜
but 舍不得spend so much money 2 buy the 材料n炉
y ????all r money惹的祸!!

by aki